So, now what?

So our sweet beloved little one didn't stick.

I took time to grieve. The loss of a pregnancy at any stage is debilitating. While at my dad's for Thanksgiving, I cracked an egg and it made me sob uncontrollably.

Take some time to grieve. Cry when you need to. Do not try to hide your pain, it is very real and you are allowed to feel this way! Even now, over a month later, I still cry over pregnancy announcements. My husband's cousin announced their pregnancy and I cried all through church.

Here in the next week we're gonna meet with our doctor and talk about the process for transferring a smol snowflake. The problem is, it's remarkably expensive, so we'll need to wait for another couple weeks. Hopefully our tax return will be big enough to cover a transfer!